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urbanamazon ([personal profile] urbanamazon) wrote2002-04-11 10:04 pm

The Return of the Rambling Sarah Motif! Or just some randam philosophy.

"Let your soul take you where you want to be ..."

If only it were that easy ....
Only in Fort McMurray could it swing from +10 C during the day to -25 C at night.

"You alone can make my soul take flight ...."

This song is so beautiful. Makes me feel nostalgic about Rockin' Broadway, all those years back in Grade 5. I'm starting to get very thoughtful about the twelve years I've spent in school, and how scary it is that I'm graduating in forty-one days. It makes me wonder where I'm going to be in twelve more years, if I'm going to be anywhere near any form of prediction.

So long ... and yet, going by so fast.

I'm not bitter about aging or jaded about life. I love where I am, what I've achieved, and what I feel I have the potential for. I've talked about this before, with someone I value as a great listener, and I can say my attitude has shifted. Not changed, just shifted. What you said helped that a lot. Thank you.

I'm still scared about loosing what I have. I'm possessive, I'm insecure, I'm shy, and I care too much about other for my own good.

But I have good friends, a family that cares, a boyfriend that is more than I could ever dream for, and I have myself. I'm happy with where I am, and I can't be obsessed with the possibility that something bad's going to happen. I'll look out for myself and those in my life, but I'm going to _live_.

"And live as you've never lived before ..."

Philosophy is still a little foreign to me. I can talk about it with others quite well, but it's a bit akward to try and write it down by myself. Perhaps I should stick to sappy poetry.

I feel like drawing now. Haven't sat down and drawn in my sketchbook for a while. I miss that. Among other things.

Reminds me of the comic. I'm so proud of what we've come up with. I can't wait for the chance to actually publish it. But I'm gonna have to. I have the patience.

Must finish college applications. Yerp. I'll be back.

[identity profile] xia.livejournal.com 2002-04-11 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
i didn't getr a chance to e-mail you. i'm sorry. :(

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[identity profile] kouryou.livejournal.com 2002-04-12 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't either. Sorry back at you ... Late college applications are a bitch. As are calculus tests. All is forgiven, kay?

[identity profile] alias-jayde.livejournal.com 2002-04-11 10:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Music of the night is an amazing song!! Good job.. VERY good job...

Sarah.. you forgot your nail polish at my house... right by my futon! *WINK WINK*

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[identity profile] alias-jayde.livejournal.com 2002-04-12 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
HAHAHA inside joke... Involving James... and the futon..

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[identity profile] kouryou.livejournal.com 2002-04-12 03:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Nah, I let James keep it. I've still got the sparkly stuff that Vic gave me for my birthday years ago. I'm bringing the color changing stuff next time ....

Woah! Nice pic!

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[identity profile] alias-jayde.livejournal.com 2002-04-12 09:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Hah... which?

[identity profile] guilen.livejournal.com 2002-04-12 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
I tell you what - you're better here at writing to yourself than talking to anybody else. Get into philosophy, you seem to have the potential for it. Find out a way to care about yourself. It strikes me funny that everybody, when reasserting themselves, says "and I've got myself" last... I always thought it should be first.

GUILEN

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[identity profile] kouryou.livejournal.com 2002-04-12 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh. True that. I wasn't really rating them, but I'm not that sure how I would, if I did.

I might give philosophy a try. Goes hand in hand with art and writing, pretty much. Come to think of it, philosophy is going to be a big part in the comic I'm drawing helping to write.
You should talk, though, Sir Introspective and Onion-Layer-y. Sometimes reading your journal gives me a brain cramp from the mental overload.

Onions.

[identity profile] iryniewhite.livejournal.com 2002-04-12 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Ogres have layers too, like onions. *grins* They do indeed. So do conversations... at least, I think so.

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[identity profile] kouryou.livejournal.com 2002-04-12 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
You know what I like? Parfaits! There ain't no one who don't like parfaits ..... mmmmmm ..... ice cream ....

[identity profile] guilen.livejournal.com 2002-04-12 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Philosophy goes hand in hand for art. After all you DO want to be your OWN artist don't you? :)

"Sometimes reading your journal gives me a brain cramp from the mental overload." *laughz* thats funny... they aren't concepts that are too difficult. Just ones people might not be used to hearing.

And did you just call me an ogre? O.o

GUILEN (Joke... yes?)

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[identity profile] kouryou.livejournal.com 2002-04-13 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
Sorry. I'm a Shrek fan. As you can see in the next few notes, I couldn't resist. I meant it as a compliment. The ogre thing was just ... there. ;D

[identity profile] guilen.livejournal.com 2002-04-13 01:01 pm (UTC)(link)
*laughs* no problem. I don't take jokes seriously, so its good :)
GUILEN