Apr. 11th, 2002

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"Let your soul take you where you want to be ..."

If only it were that easy ....
Only in Fort McMurray could it swing from +10 C during the day to -25 C at night.

"You alone can make my soul take flight ...."

This song is so beautiful. Makes me feel nostalgic about Rockin' Broadway, all those years back in Grade 5. I'm starting to get very thoughtful about the twelve years I've spent in school, and how scary it is that I'm graduating in forty-one days. It makes me wonder where I'm going to be in twelve more years, if I'm going to be anywhere near any form of prediction.

So long ... and yet, going by so fast.

I'm not bitter about aging or jaded about life. I love where I am, what I've achieved, and what I feel I have the potential for. I've talked about this before, with someone I value as a great listener, and I can say my attitude has shifted. Not changed, just shifted. What you said helped that a lot. Thank you.

I'm still scared about loosing what I have. I'm possessive, I'm insecure, I'm shy, and I care too much about other for my own good.

But I have good friends, a family that cares, a boyfriend that is more than I could ever dream for, and I have myself. I'm happy with where I am, and I can't be obsessed with the possibility that something bad's going to happen. I'll look out for myself and those in my life, but I'm going to _live_.

"And live as you've never lived before ..."

Philosophy is still a little foreign to me. I can talk about it with others quite well, but it's a bit akward to try and write it down by myself. Perhaps I should stick to sappy poetry.

I feel like drawing now. Haven't sat down and drawn in my sketchbook for a while. I miss that. Among other things.

Reminds me of the comic. I'm so proud of what we've come up with. I can't wait for the chance to actually publish it. But I'm gonna have to. I have the patience.

Must finish college applications. Yerp. I'll be back.

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