Rage

Okay, now I am pissed.

What the Hell is wrong with some people? Why do they insist on dragging themselves into rotting holes of their own despair and self-loathing? Why the Hell do they turn away people who care about them, who try to make them listen to truth instead of the vicious lies that they love to spin for themselves? Why can't they accept any form of love because they think that they are undeserving?

No, we will NOT leave you alone, you inconsiderate asshole. How _dare_ you even suggest it.

I have had to sit by, helpless, as other friends of mine went through pure Hell, and I can't fucking stand it. How dare you even suggest that I would go through that again, just because you say so.

My hands are shaking. I can barely type. I'm going to murder this bloody keyboard if I contiunue any longer.

Are you so self-righteous that you think you can tell us what to do and what not to do?

Open your eyes. Now. Get it through your head that we will not listen to you. We will not leave you alone, you self-damning jerk. We will not humor you and say that you'll grow out of iut, or that it's just a mood.

And if it _is_ just a mood, then damn you for putting us through Hell again. Damn you for manipulating us like some fucking game. Damn you for the tears, for the nervous nights of not knowing all over agin. If you dare do this again ....

Do you know what it's like not to know? To not be able to do anything as you watch someone disintagrate?

How dare you.