Wakey-note.
Nov. 2nd, 2002 09:10 pmOkay, my Dad told me that he 'accidently' read some of my recent journal entries. Said that they disturbed him a little.
Do I come off as being depressed and frustrated?
Is this journal nothing but a place for me to wallow in self-pity and pessimism? For anyone?
Y'see, for me, writing is the best and safest way for me to vent. No physical harm, and by the time I've found my words and typed them out, I'm okay. It's like channelling. Yes, sometimes I'd rather channel a few things through a blade and opponent, but I have to make do with what I've got.
Yes, I'm a teenager. Yes, I'm in college. Those do tend to be a bit of a stress-inducer. Stress can lead to frustration. Life is no hopskip-n'a-jump.
Yes, I have happy moments. Yes, I remember then more readily than the unpleasant ones. Believe me on that.
But do my words come off as being depressed? Or am I a bit lacking in my literary expression skills?
Do I come off as being depressed and frustrated?
Is this journal nothing but a place for me to wallow in self-pity and pessimism? For anyone?
Y'see, for me, writing is the best and safest way for me to vent. No physical harm, and by the time I've found my words and typed them out, I'm okay. It's like channelling. Yes, sometimes I'd rather channel a few things through a blade and opponent, but I have to make do with what I've got.
Yes, I'm a teenager. Yes, I'm in college. Those do tend to be a bit of a stress-inducer. Stress can lead to frustration. Life is no hopskip-n'a-jump.
Yes, I have happy moments. Yes, I remember then more readily than the unpleasant ones. Believe me on that.
But do my words come off as being depressed? Or am I a bit lacking in my literary expression skills?